lost |
i close the doors lest the darkness robs me off my dreams you know these ceilings.. doors walls and floors have ears they listen and wait and listen and alert me of the night that comes by changes the mood and the look of the sky flattering me with stars and some moonlight romancing me wooing me to see what's forming in my mind a dream a stretch away and the night knows that for it will feed off of my dream and flee and i will be left with nothing but out stretched hands and unshed tears |
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Friday, October 15, 2004
Friday, October 08, 2004
slip away |
a millennia lost you wait for me will you find? just wait and see teeth baring flesh searing hard and hot an old lust tearing drool a few centuries away what you had is not yours today sober and sunken my eyes to yours tell an old tale that never was come back? easy, if it were an arm's length away your heart to scorch a mile-wide smile a gleam of evil nails to tear a soul to shrivel slip away into the event horizon i have nothing to give no love. not even poison. slip away stop. desist. wait another millennia for i don't exist |
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enigma an empty frame |
77 days not a tear shed 2033 heart breaks a bundle of joy in my arms umbilical shreds a ripped heart a torn soul lost forever enigma an empty frame all that remains? 4 hearts infinite love my baby - he's gone. twisted mind a moment of insanity and all is snatched. implacable vengeance last thought before i lay him to rest. |
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sunnaata - silence |
sunnaata a thread of silence grey stretched to 2924.99 miles a quest in the dark with three tools in hand a map a heart and silence 1.83333333333 days i have nothing nothing to lose a bridge a lost soul a broken heart i mended my smile your eyes my heart your hands a walk through reality a game of numbers a play of words a dream of jute a dream of silk all silenced a tunnel i go through not a soul in sight not a speck of light a trickle a barrage a roar of water the sounds miss my world heat nakedness sounds of togetherness vanish and i'm left with silence a numbing silence erases my world for i don't exist |
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Sunday, March 14, 2004
run |
tunnel vision a life to mould with one breath left no dreams to hold run away and reach nowhere soul tired nothing to spare body limp thoughts amiss no light in sight for me to kiss graveyard shift blood oozing out senses run amuck and i hear a shout pierced hearing head spinning tissue tearing heart sinking walk away and don't turn around he'll steal your soul and leave you spell bound and you'll be lost that he told me i'm already lost as lost as i can be |
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Saturday, September 07, 2002
blood |
blood rolls off my fingers shining foot-prints on every tile all red all bright leading me confusing me going back and forth you saw me all quiet and still you didn't see the prints i chase your dream then am lost look around ..blood foot-prints eerie a drop .. a tear through red and red show fear he's not here stretched veins and souls chalks and pencil strokes one thread with shreds all bright and red shiny glass broken rainbows against flesh piece by piece thread by thread all now shreds a drop or two of pure red blood drip off my teeth on to my tongue a rollover journey around my mouth then onto my lips and further down meandering away onto my navel one stop wonder like water on gravel the color of night dark midnight feet still red foot-prints still bright my hands wrapped around as i turn white |
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a room |
four walls one roof one floor and yet i feel lost he told me to hide in there in that room he left me behind locked the door vacant space and nothing within me either i surrender to impulsive thoughts and wait 12,045 cracks on one wall and on the others? i fall asleep to wake up cold and find no one to hold too tired to know where i need to go so i wait i wait till dawn and then dusk comes my way the blue blood despises and the red river supresses tears of blood flow in vain i see his ghost disappear in the rain unspoken promises kept me going until i didn't see a dawn nor did i see a dusk. four walls a roof a floor and i still feel empty. |
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